♥ You See it. You Hear it. You Feel it

2012-01-16T13:24:00.002+07:00

Saya tidak pernah mengerti mereka, dan
mereka tidak pernah mengerti saya.

Saya tidak tahu apa yang mereka tahu, dan
mereka tidak tahu apa yang saya tahu.

Kepada,
Mereka yang benar- benar berhasil membuat saya..
Ada di antara yang tidak ada, dan
tidak ada diantara yang ada

I know where I stand..

2011-12-23T19:07:00.017+07:00

"God has made everything beautiful in its time" (Eccl. 3:11)

God of all time.
God in all seasons of life.

Don't worry...
God is always on time.

Your God....
My God.....

So, finish what you started.
I'll wait for you.

Procrastination

2011-12-20T18:53:00.003+07:00

"THINK" before you speak...
"THINK" before you act...
"THINK" before you blah-blah-blah

Think,

think,

think,

.......

STOP thinking!
THINK!!!

Ok Ok
It's good to THINK but NOT too much..

hmm
I'm thinking (too much?), therefore i'm single. =*p

Reflection of a dead fish...

2011-11-24T19:58:00.008+07:00

Am I one with the universe?
Hmm.

My mind is not empty.
I'm totally not in the moment.
My delusional mind. cloudy.

Disoriented. Disconnected.

Where's the flow?

Looking for the signs. signals. cues.
Passively choosing a path.

The truth?

........................................

Let's play 'dead' at the bottom of the ocean.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....

A Disgusting Thought

2011-11-24T18:59:00.008+07:00

Bertanyalah!
dan temukan jawabannya.

Ketuk!
sehingga dibukakan.

Minta!
maka diberikan.

lalu..
Itu semua akan terjadi,
jika ada keberanian untuk memulainya.

2011-11-12T02:05:00.006+07:00

Dan jika
gemuruh di dada yang berasal dari percikan-percikan rasa takut
bisa dibungkus dan dilempar ke dalam nyala api keberanian

Maka biarlah

Saya ikut terbakar
dan bersisa hanya menjadi abu

..................

Karena saya tidak cukup kuat untuk menanggung
semua rasa sakit yang timbul dari tiap-tiap debaranya.

Kepada:
Semua hal manis yang diberikan dengan cuma-cuma kepada saya

"Love" (?)

2011-09-26T23:16:00.007+07:00

They say...

"Love" has no boundaries.
and it's beyond
race,
religion,
caste &
nationality.

.....

I say...

"Love".
Yes... I do say "Love".

But,
What is "Love" according to their race, religion, caste & nationality (s)?

Do they feel the same....."Love"?
?
?

Dear "Love",
I'm scared with your name.

......................?

2011-07-22T00:06:00.008+07:00

Jika matahari sudah tidak terbit dari arah timur,

Maka.....

Zat hara,
karbon dioksida,
dan air

merupakan elemen- elemen alam yang tidak begitu penting lagi,
bagi bunga yang warnanya sudah tidak akan sekuning awalnya.

Karna......

Bunga ini mungkin kehilangan energi paling penting
dalam proses fotosintesisnya.

Kepada kamu,
Matahari yang hampir terbenam.

Redeemed Eve

2011-06-20T16:02:00.002+07:00

Dear warrior,

Take off your armor.
You need no weapons.

I'd put down all my ammunitions.

All you need,
All you need is courage because...
this love,
It is beyond a reasonable doubt.

Consume You...

2011-05-11T21:40:00.021+07:00

Cat : I know what i want and I know, you know what I want.
Fish : ....
Cat : Well, I don't need you to satisfy my stomach. I'm full anyway.
Fish : .....
Cat : Dear silly fish, are you really happy living inside your own comfort tank and ignore what you want?
Fish : I'm scared of you, I can't breathe outside.
Cat : Boo, I'm a vegetarian cat! And yes, you deserve one of my lungs.

KEEP BREATHING..
Trust me, little fish. =*)

Static Equilibrium

2011-05-03T10:38:00.010+07:00

You are a special case...

a rigid object
with,
zero amount of vector
and
zero amount of external torques.

Two dimensional problems are
you have no motion
and
your rotation is static.

Tell me,
your magnitudes
and
your directions.

Thus, i can find your equitation
and meet you
in the equilibrium.

to you, My chemical reaction

A Prayer For a Lost Soul, Confused Mind & Coward Heart

2011-04-26T23:59:00.007+07:00

God,

feed us with..
more love
more faith
more courage
more charm
more wisdom

to eliminate..
our ego
our arrogance
our fears
our insecurities
our ignorance

Thank You,
Amen.

Delusion Angel

2011-04-25T22:51:00.005+07:00

Daydream delusion,
limousine eyelash,
oh, baby with your pretty face,
drop a tear in my wineglass,
look at those big eyes,
see what you mean to me,
sweet cakes and milkshakes,
I am a delusioned angel,
I am a fantasy parade,
I want you to know what I think,
dont want you to guess anymore,
you have no idea where I came from,
we have no idea where we're going,
launched in life,
like branches in the river,
flowing downstream,
caught in the current,
I'll carry you, you'll carry me,
that's how it could be,
don't you know me?
don't you know me by now?

David Jewell (from the movie: Before Sunrise)

2011-04-20T03:02:00.006+07:00

If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together..

There is something you must always remember.

You are braver than you believe,
Stronger than you seem, and
Smarter than you think.

But the most important thing is,
Even if we're apart..

I'll always be with you...

Winnie the Pooh

"Don't forget to Breathe and feel Love"

2011-04-18T20:12:00.006+07:00

The same atoms & molecules of air,
The breath that,

Jesus breathed,
Buddha breathed,
Moses breathed,
Allah breathed,

That same breath is flowing into you..
Right now.

Namaste, love.

A Letter to the World

2011-04-12T21:30:00.009+07:00

Dear world,

Where are you?
I can't follow you.

Please.... don't hide!
I'm lost without you.

Are you afraid of love, dear love?

No.... you cannot!
For love is you.

Oh, world..
I miss you.

P.S :
I'm walking in your footsteps. =*)

2011-02-18T15:29:00.004+07:00

Apabila..

Alurnya akan seperti debu yang berterbangan,
Serupa dengan udara yang tidak kasat mata,
dan berbeda tafsirnya dalam detik-detik waktu,

Maka saya,
Merasa semua itu akan susah digenggam,
dalam jari-jari yang kurang berpengalaman.

Kepada : Barisan Kata-Kata...
17/02/2011

2010-10-03T21:01:00.001+07:00

Dear: Beautiful world

i know you're smiling.

i love you.

=*)

Unity in Diversity?

2010-08-17T18:52:00.008+07:00

Jika warna kulit,
Membedakan rasa sentuhan.

Jika aneka ras,
Memisahkan persatuan.

dan

Jika perbedaan agama,
Menghancurkan kepercayaan kita akan Tuhan.

Aku lebih baik hidup bahagia dengan semua hal yang kutahu,
Tanpa pernah mengenalmu.

Karna mengenalmu....

Membuat aku hanya ingin menghancurkan semua perbedaan yang dapat memisahkan kita.

Kepada kamu, Indonesiaku yang cantik ♥,
Selamat ulang tahun...

=*)

2010-08-14T14:22:00.004+07:00

Jika aku,

Bisa melihat matamu dengan mataku.
Bisa mendengar suaramu lewat pendengaranku.
Bisa menyentuhmu mengunakkan kulitku.
dan
Bisa mulai bernafas melalui nafasmu.

Mungkin,
ini semua akan lebih mudah.

Mungkin,
akan lebih mudah.

Mungkin...

iya, mungkin..

Mantra

2010-07-13T12:48:00.004+07:00

Everyday of my life is a gift.

A miracle….

I won’t settle for less than having it all.

To experience everything possible life can offer.
To live a life with meaning.
To smile and laugh often.

Until the day I leave this amazing journey…

One Philosophy of Life

2010-07-06T16:08:00.005+07:00

Your life is not lying in wait in the future like a wild animal or some ominous destiny.

Nor is it hidden in the heavens, like a paradise or promise.
Nor is it shut up in the cave or the prison of your past.

It is here and now;
It is what you live and what you do.

At the heart of being;
At the heart of the present;
At the heart of everything -In the great current of life, of reality.

By: Andre Comte-Sponville
French philosopher, The Little Book of Philosophy

Senses

2010-06-21T16:57:00.002+07:00

Aku pikir semua manusia di dunia ini,
termasuk aku dan kamu,
Hanya diberikan Tuhan cukup lima indra untuk kita miliki.

Mata untuk melihat.
Telinga untuk mendengar.
Lidah untuk mengecap.
Kulit untuk merasakan sentuhan, dan
Hidung untuk mencium.

Sampai akhirnya nanti,
Aku dapat menemukan seseorang,
Seseorang yang dapat membangkitkan indra keenamku

Hatiku, untuk mencintai.

=*)

One Philosophy about Happiness

2010-06-21T08:14:00.001+07:00

Happiness,
is a joy that is granted not to the impious,

but,
only to those who serve You through pure love:

because You are that joy!

To rejoice from You,
in You
and
by You,

that is happiness.
And there is no other.

- Saint Augustine

Another thought of mine

2010-06-18T10:35:00.002+07:00

Ya Tuhan,

Ajarkanlah aku
Menjadi seperti matahari
Yang tanpa lelah menyinari

Berikanlah aku
Langkah seperti udara segar
Yang bisa selalu meyejukkan

Tunjukkanlah aku
Bagaimana menjadi air,
Yang mengalir dengan tenang

Dearest, My sweetie girls

2010-06-14T18:25:00.001+07:00

To all my Thoughts

2010-06-14T16:15:00.008+07:00

Jika menjadi sensitive,
Berarti bisa merasakan semua kesedihan yang ada di hati,
Aku lebih baik menjadi tidak sensitive.

Jika menjadi pintar,
Berarti harus mengetahui semua jawaban dari setiap pertanyaan,
Aku lebih baik menjadi bodoh.

Jika menjadi baik,
Berarti harus mengikuti semua aturan yang ada,
Aku lebih baik menjadi jahat.

Dan...

Jika menjadi seseorang yang dicintai,
Berarti mempunyai banyak kesempatan untuk menyakiti,
Aku lebih baik mengabaikan perasaanku dan hidup hanya dengan logikaku.

John Keating, 1989

2010-05-31T00:20:00.002+07:00

Chanting

2010-05-28T11:28:00.001+07:00

Place your burden
at the feet of the Lord of the Universe
who accomplishes everything.
Remain all the time steadfast in the heart,
in the Transcendental Absolute.
God knows the past, present and future.
He will determine the future for you
and accomplish the work.
What is to be done will be done
at the proper time. Don’t worry.
Abide in the heart and surrender your acts
to the divine.

- Ramana Maharshi

My Universe

2010-05-16T21:37:00.007+07:00

it's been a month eh? since my last blog. well, am busy with final test and my life lately.
and also, i ran out of ideas and inspirations to write about everything.

BUT this song by Michelle Tumes is AWESOME!

i love the music, her voice, the rhythm. its amazing. i actually heard it on a video on utube, and i was like 'whoa, smooth song'.

so yeah, i decided to write her lyrics in my blog cos am in love, deeply in love with her song since the first i listened to it.
i have 2 songs that i adore from her album actually, but this one is my Favorite.

"Lovely"

You're the sweet dreams that soothe me
When I can't fall asleep
You're the field in the middle of the city
When I'm rushing by at the speed of light
You're the strong resolution when I find no peace
You're the church bells ringing in the evening
When all is quiet You whisper comfort
That lifts my heart
I get so weak

Chorus:
Ooh You're lovely, lovely
You're the center of my universe
A thousand times I look around me and I find
Ooh You're lovely, lovely
You're the center of my universe
A million ways could not explain
You're lovely

You're the soft words that touch me
When I just can't speak
You're the breeze on the ocean in the morning
Reminding me to greet the day
You're the flowers I remember seeing in Italy
Colors through a golden haze
Bright and radiant, soft and fragrant
In the noon day sun, it makes me sing

chorus

I understand there may be grief
And there may be pain
But I'm aware You blind the darkness
With Who You are

Because...

Chorus

very relaxing song huh?
no wonder actually cos this song is a christian song.

i believe that she has a very deep relationship with God
because yeah, she dedicated this song to God.

WONDERFUL, isn't it?

Everything Happens for a Reason

2010-03-30T22:00:00.002+07:00

When You're Asking 'Why Me?' Remember This ...

Sometimes people come into your life
and you know right away that they were meant to be there,
they serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson
or help figure out who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be;
your roommate, your neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover
or even a complete stranger who, when you lock eyes with them,
you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.

And sometimes things happen to you
and at the time they seem horrible, painful and unfair,
but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles
you would never have realized your potential, strength, will power of heart.

Everything happens for a reason.
Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck.
Illness, injury, love, lost moments or true greatness and sheer stupidity
all occur to test the limits of the soul.

Without these small tests,
if they be events, illnesses or relationships,
life would be like a smooth paved, straight, flat road to nowhere.
Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet who affect your life and successes and downfalls you experience, they are the ones who create who you are.
Even the bad experience can be learned from...
Those lessons are the hardest and probably the most important ones.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them,
for they have helped you learn about trust
and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.

If someone loves you,
love them back unconditionally,
not only because they love you,
but because they are teaching you to love
and opening your heart and eyes to things
you would have never seen or felt without them.

Make every day count.
Appreciate every moment
and take from it everything that you possibly can,
for you may never be able to experience it again.

Talk to people you have never talked to before,
and actually listen,
let yourself fall in love,
break free and set your sights high.

You can make of your life anything you wish.
Create your own life and then go out and live it!

~~ from author Craig Lock ~~

How I Adore Her

2010-03-11T17:41:00.009+07:00

Nicole Camille Richie <3

Her Lovely Harlow

Her Accessory

Her Hair

Her Style

i Adore Her =*)

2010-02-24T18:27:00.001+07:00

Ya Tuhan
Jika mata ini masih terbuka
Ijinkanlah aku untuk melihat semua keindahan yang ada di dunia ini

Ya Tuhan
Jika gendang telinga ini masih bekerja
Ijinkanlah aku untuk mendengarkan irama-irama kebaikan

Ya Tuhan
Jika lidah ini masih mengecap
Ijinkalah aku untuk mengatakan rangkaian kejujuran

Dan Tuhan,
Jika jantung ini masih berdetak.
Ijinkanlah aku untuk merasakan mereka yang dapat merasakan aku

One Sweet Memory from High School.=*)

2010-02-16T20:59:00.006+07:00

Gue tiba-tiba menemukan puisi ini, buatan gue sendiri..
puisi jaman-jaman SMA dulu yang gue bacain di depan temen-temen gue pas Upacara.hehe

dan puisinya berbunyi, (ini agak menjijikan karena inspirasi seorang siswi SMA bisa lebay parah kadang-kadang.=*p)

Suaramu sedalam Samudra
Kata-Katamu Bagaikan Nyanyian Merdu

Leluconmu, seperti gelitikan udara di perutku
dan Sentuhanmu sehangat tubuhku

Kamu...

Bukanlah pangeran tampan yang menunggangi kuda putih
Bukan juga pujangga yang mengalunkan syair cinta

kamu...
kamu....

Kamu hanyalah kamu,
yang aku suka.

=*pp

woman in black

2010-02-14T20:59:00.005+07:00

Catherine Setiawan , Maria Elisabeth Renintha Karina, Ferrazt Christy and Steffi

Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentines Day
=*)

i love this song

2010-02-09T20:14:00.004+07:00

whoaaaa, i'm into this song!
such a sweet lyrics and cute melodies..=*)

THE SCRIPT
"The Man Who Can't Be Moved"

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying, "If you see this girl can you tell her where I am?"

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

'cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "Son you can't stay here"
I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

'cause If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'cause you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved

[Chorus 2x]

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

Aku

2010-01-29T00:44:00.004+07:00

Semua dimulai dari aku...

emosiku
amarahku
keanehanku
dan
kepercayaanku

aku hidup untuk diriku,

perasaanku
perjuanganku
ideologiku

aku merasa bahwa aku adalah aku yang bingung dan resah akan diriku
aku berfikir bahwa aku adalah aku yang selalu memikirkan diriku
aku adalah aku yang merasa apa yang aku rasakan

semuanya,
hanya karena aku adalah aku,
aku...
yang hanya aku, mengerti mengenai diriku.

Smester 4

2010-01-13T20:26:00.002+07:00

haha, gue cuman mau mamerin jadwal smster4 gue aja..=*p
gue berasa excited banget smster ini. dont know why..

My thought

2010-01-05T20:14:00.005+07:00

Ya Tuhan, maafkanlah aku yang pernah memikirkn hal ini dan berani untuk mengungkapkannya

Aku tidak tahu Tuhan,
tapi aku pikir,
Kamu tidak cukup baik jika memisahkan manusia dengan segala perbedaan dan bukan menyatukan setiap manusia dengan persamaan.

Apakah adil jika membiarkan satu agama memiliki nilai kebenaran yang lebih besar dibanding agama lainya.
dan
Apakah benar jika satu ras memusuhi ras lainnya?

Dimana cinta Tuhan jika manusia hanya dapat mencintai manusia lainya yang sama seperti dirinya.

Aku Cinta Padamu Tuhan, seperti aku mencintai semua agama dan ras yang ada di dunia ini.

Jika pikiranku salah, tunjukkanlah dengan jelas segala kebenaranMu Tuhan.
tunjukkanlah dengan amat jelas karna aku tidak cukup peka untuk mengerti akan hal ini.

-Dari aku yang percaya padamu Tuhan

simply OLD.

2010-01-03T20:36:00.003+07:00

Hola! i'm back from long and fun holidays.=*)

i'll be 20 years old tomorrow.
i'm OLD. OLDER than before.

i'm scared to think about that actually..damn, i'm OLDDDDD..argh.

forget about "how old am i" for a while, i want to tell you something,
i realized a lot of things during the holidays
especially today!

and, i can't wait to meet you guys. all of you, who read this.

hmm
hmmmm
hmmmmmm

i simply can't wait to see the world in my 20 years old point of view.haha
i'm awake and i'm old.....

at least, i know one thing and i want one thing..ya ya, that thing.
i'll keep that thing sweet,simple and interesting. =*)

i suddenly miss it

2009-12-15T20:46:00.042+07:00

" You Don't know how PRECIOUS it is until you lose it"

my SMAK 3 BPK Penabur, one and only..

my Ratna Sari Utama

IPA's

My Flora Tjhong

My X-5

Classmates =*))

X-5 Girls

My angeline Natalia (chair-mates for a year ) =*D

My 11A3

Classmates =*D

My Angelina Silvia Debbieyanti K ( Chair-mates )

My 11S2

Classmates =*)

The girls ("arisan" all the times )

My Juwita Chandra aka Kembar Siam ( Chair-mates)

My 12S4,my Last Class

Chairmates

My Maria Magdalena ( Little Ms.Jutek..=*p)

She is "HOT"

The Class's clowns

My Devina Ardiansyah and Grace

K.3.D.C

Favorite Teammates all times

( Fiona Charlotte Priscilla, Catherine Setiawan, Lauralia Bernetta Poerwoko )

K.3.D.c

with Juniors

The Graduation

Egot, Sisil, Cath, David LO

Finally, Prom Night..

My Classmates 12S4

The Girls

Yunus Muliady

The girls and Mr.Magician.=*)

kepo Man..=*p

My Flora Tjhong

Juwita <3

The couples, me and Nicholas Hardi (NG)

Ms. First Speaker

"Thanks God for bring me love and togetherness."

"I hope we'll be friends forever, together we'll always be. I don't think you understand just how much you mean to me. And one day when we part our ways, we'll think back to the past and think about how happy we are 'cause our friendship will always last."

-my Smak 3 BPK Penabur-

2009-12-09T16:36:00.001+07:00

You Can Be Whatever

You Want To Be!

There is inside you

all of the potential

to be whatever you want to be,

all of the energy

to do whatever you want to do.

Imagine yourself as you would like to be,

doing what you want to do,

and each day, take one step

towards your dream.

And though at times it may seem too

difficult to continue,

hold on to your dream.

One morning you will awake to find

that you are the person you dreamed of,

doing what you wanted to do,

simply because you had the courage

to believe in your potential

and to hold on to your dream.

~ Donna Levine ~

i realized that she is the most innocent girl i've ever met

2009-12-04T00:05:00.003+07:00

i just chat with my girls as usual.

and suddenly she asked me this question, which i don't know the answer for sure.

she asked me to compare her with my other friends and decide whose closer with me.

and i don't know what to say.

i love my girls all same. so i just say that i can't measure it. it's kinda hard for me.

they have their own plus and min

and, i really love them all same.

well, it depends.

it depends on the time and what we have been through actually.

and this night, i feel much closer with her than the other friends of mine.

i LOVE you my girl RATNA SARI UTAMA

=*)

MOVIES

2009-11-30T21:08:00.000+07:00

Film yang secepetnya akan gue TONTON

1. NEW MOON

2. NINJA ASSASSIN

3. 2012

NLEELW 2009

2009-11-29T21:40:00.004+07:00

became the LO's

we're waiting for Mr. Bill Sullivan in this pics

=*)

a guy?

2009-11-24T19:38:00.004+07:00

it's always fun for me. chit chat with my girls, sharing each other and know exactly that our topic of discussion is a guy. it's like again and again we talked the same things.

especially to those friends of mine who's in love. they talk the same things every day. message me when a small things occurred between her and her love.=*p

well, it's hard for me to say I'm in love or not since i don't know exactly what is love.

but wait, I'm not that skeptical about love. i can't define love but i always know that i'm into a SMART guy.

smart guy is sexy for me.

because the word "smart" covered everything.

smart enough to make me happy

smart enough to be trusted

smart enough to make my family like him

smart enough to be mature and etc.

it's different with perfect tho! Perfect is boring for me..

just show me that you're SMART and i'll fall for you.

Maybe I'm crazy, but it's crazy and it's true

2009-11-17T21:05:00.003+07:00

a lot of things i wanna tell

but still, its stuck on my mind.

i want to make it simpler

i want to make it easier

but still,

i believe in one way

i believe with it

i still believe it

busy damn week again

2009-11-12T14:30:00.003+07:00

its like a hundred year i did not post anything in my blogger since my last poem.

i'm damn tired with assignments, projects, quizes, meetings and events (both social and university event)

a month before the final exam always full to me.

i like full schedule anyway.

my problem is the way i manage my time should be wiser and smarter.

i like wasting my time to check my FB account and now, twitter as well..haha

and now...

i feel sleepy every time and lazy to wake up every morning.

Dear God,

2009-10-20T12:56:00.005+07:00

Ya Tuhan..

ijinkan aku Mencintai seperti aku ingin dicintai

biarkan aku Mengerti seperti aku ingin selalu dimengerti

ikhlaskan hatiku untuk memaafkan,seperti maaf yang selalu ingin kudapatkan,

dan

berikan aku Pertahanan seperti Ketahanan HatiMu yang selalu menguatkanku

Thank God it's Friday

2009-10-09T19:41:00.006+07:00

Toper's birthday

@ the buffet,karawaci before commercial Procedural Test =*D

Happy Bdayy Toper..

wish u all the best

=*D

I Hate this week

2009-09-28T22:52:00.003+07:00

Why i hate this week:

MONDAY

Civil procedural Law :

- 3 power of attorney letters (tort,default,ownership) in Indonesian and English version, meaning i make it 6 *HANDWRITING

- 3 submission letters *HANDWRITING

Leadership :

- Leadership project--> make a proposal, calling panti asuhan, go to panti asuhan and do some project there. so far, we teach them "how to love indonesian culture" *bullshit right?

TUESDAY

today should be free actually, but not for me because this is the last day to collect all documents to apply scholarship to Australia.

WEDNESDAY

administrative law project

--> word and PP (1 chapter for 1 student)

THURSDAY

International law paper

reading cases! and, because i'm part of UPH moot court team, the lecture give more cases than the other non Mooting team. so fair!

FRIDAY

Commercial law

a lot of slides and photocopies

Criminal Procedural law

reading KUHP and KUHAP

dear: my friend out there

2009-09-23T21:20:00.004+07:00

sometimes,

i dont know what you want

i dont know what you need

i dont even know what do you expect from that MAN?

i know that he is talented

i know that he is smart

i know that he is rich

and he is perfect ---for YOU!

i want to call u stupid but i can't

i love u babe, u'r my beloved friend

trust me,

he'll forgive you if he loves you

he doesn't lie if he care

and a very simple word for you:

if he is in love with you, he'll choose you, not the other girl..

you NEVER change him to be a jerk like that honey, he changed coz he want to change!

i indeed believe in Karma

but GOD, not HIM give you a karma.

he is NOT GOD!

i know u'r human.and human made mistakes.

but u should know that you'r young and there is along way to go.

i didn't know how cruel you are that time,

but..

u know u'r wrong and u'r sorry for that.

that's it.that's enough!

if he doesn't want to forgive you and always hurt you

he is not worth it for you dear!

for you:

ASDK

Some Cute stuffs, i really want right now..haha

2009-09-23T20:20:00.009+07:00

wooden bangles

Rosemary Necklace

Bohemian dress

Fringe bags

Black Platform

Lebaran Holiday

2009-09-17T18:15:00.003+07:00

My plans for Lebaran Holiday:

1. I hate to say this, but i will spend 2 days in Puncak with my family since my grandmother loves to wasting time there in our villas. jakarta's heat and crowd make her tired and older each day..=*p

2. Gathering with my debater friends

3. Finishing all stupid projects and homework

4. Hang out with my high school friends, shopping, chit-chat,etc *routine activity

5. I really want to visit my baby "flora" in Malaysia. i'm looking for a cheap ticket right now...=*(

last but not least:

6. sleep all days..=*)

my 24sks schedule, the real one

2009-08-18T18:36:00.004+07:00

above, see?
will be a very long, busy and boring day every time at UPH
ok ok, only 6months..GOOD LUCK!

My Big NO Schedule

2009-08-11T10:50:00.005+07:00

Monday Morning and NO holiday!
sh**!

이민호

2009-07-27T19:59:00.009+07:00

The Man, Real one..

i <3 u

사랑해요, no no, it should be formal

"사랑합니다"

Q

2009-07-26T23:41:00.002+07:00

1. What is your current obsession?
Traveling all around the world

2. What is your weirdest obsession?
have a lot of children with different race

3. What are you wearing today?
Jeans and tshirt

4. What’s for dinner today?
watermelon juice

5. Why is today special?
hmm, i ate a lot

6. What would you like to learn to do?
learn to love someone perfectly

7. What’s the last thing you bought?
ice cream cone

8. What are you listening to right now?
nothing

9. What is your favorite weather?
winter

10. What is your most challenging goal right now?
self actualization

11. If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?
Jakarta?

12. What would you like to have in your hands right now?
money

13. if you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
Milan

14. Which language do you want to learn?
ALL

15. What do you look for in a friend?
Trustworthy, Funny, Nice, Easy Going

16. Who do you want to meet in person?
those ppl who laugh with me for my whole life

17. What is your dream job?
boutique owner

18. Any favorite models?
miranda Kerr

19. If you had £100 now what would you spend it on?
save it

20. Do you admire anyone’s style?
Nicole Richie

Maroon's Style

2009-07-20T14:41:00.004+07:00

which one is Better?

Diet...Diet...Diet!

2009-07-20T07:39:00.003+07:00

TARGET: 45 kilos

Breakfast:

a cup of lemon water

a glass of milk...high calcium and low fat milk!

Fruits (papaya is highly recommended)

Lunch:

A cup of green tea

green vegetables

low carbohydrate and less meat

Yoghurts for the dessert =*D

Dinner:

A cup of green tea

Fruits!

AMBITION:

loss 5kilos in 1 month!

u CAN do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks ^^

2009-07-01T10:17:00.002+07:00

Dearest: all of my FANS

Thanks yah buat kalian yg mampir ke blog gue..

thanks buat kalian yg sudah mengatakan blog saya KONTROVERSIAL..

THANKS karena gue tau kalian sibuk, tapi masih bisa nyisain beberapa menit di blog ini

well,

thanks

krik krik krik

2009-06-27T21:13:00.001+07:00

Gue disuruh ke beskem hari ini..

dan sekarang, gue sendirian aja di beskem, gila deh temen2 gue itu

=*((

selvana meghilang entah kemana

kenny pergi sama ceweknya

well

well....

katanya mau bahas memo lawan..

well

well...

1 Juli 2009

2009-06-27T14:59:00.002+07:00

well, cepet banget karena bentar lagi akhirnya gue berangkat ke ausi..

mungkin akhir-akhir keberangkatan gue malah makin ga semangat banget..dan yg menghibur gue adalah, akhirnya semua ini selesai..hahahaaa

gue suka koq sama mooting nya..tapi ada beberapa hal yg ngebuat gue ga suka berada di mooting ini.susah sih jelasinya..yg pasti ini pelajaran buat gue dan juga pengalaman hidup gue..=*))

gue gatau hasilnya bakalan gimana kedepannya, yg pasti gue bakal ngeluarin semua yg udah gue lakukan, meskipun jauh banget dari sempurna..=*((..liat ntar deh..

o iya, gue jujur aja sih emang ga suka banget kalo pas lagi stress trus dimarah-marahin sama beberapa orang..tapi, gue bneran suka sama mereka koq, mungkin mereka mikirnya kita ga suka ato marah sama mereka, tapi gue dan bahkan nyokab gue sadar kalo senior2 gue involve banget ngebantuin kita..hehe..meskipun mereka juga suka lebay sih..=*((

well, liat deh gimana nasib gue di sana..

semoga gue bisa have fun..=*))

ps: makasih yah buat mereka yg sudah membantu dan sorry atas ke BEBALAN kita..

=*))

jika saja

2009-05-30T20:16:00.003+07:00

Jika saja...

kamu se simpel 1+1 =2

maka aku tidak perlu susah-susah

mencari kalkulator

atau menemukan formula

untuk membuat kamu

lebih mudah untuk dimengerti

by: Raditya Dika

quiz quiz quiz

2009-05-25T23:27:00.002+07:00

What is your current obsession?
Nilai A, IPK at least 3.5 and dapet achievement di IMLAM
What is your weirdest obsession?
married with my first and last love ( i always believe with soulmate thing =*) )
What are you wearing today?
Pink pure milk
What’s for dinner today?
nothing at all
Why is today special?
ordinary day
What would you like to learn to do?
ballet perhaps?
What’s the last thing you bought?
Mc.donald
What are you listening to right now?
nothing
What is your favorite weather?
summer
What is your most challenging goal right now?
got achievement for IMLAM
If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?
Wisconsin and Singapore? HAHA..=*) you know what i mean
What would you like to have in your hands right now?
money..
What would you like to get rid of?
a lot of thought
if you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
Brisbane?
Which language do you want to learn?
ALL
What do you look for in a friend?
Trustworthy, Funny, Nice, Easy Going
Who do you want to meet in person?
My first love
What’s your favorite type of music?
slow tune
What’s the favorite piece of clothing in your own closet?
my dress
What is your dream job?
boutique owner and lawyer or notary?!
Any favorite models?
Alexa Chung and of course CORY KENNEDY
If you had £100 now what would you spend it on?
buy a ticket
Favorite designer?
Vera Wang
Fashion pet peeve?
yupp
Do you admire anyone’s style?
CORY KENNEDY, Nicole Richie,V Hudgens

u told me u dont need me

2009-05-25T22:53:00.003+07:00

gue jujur aja lagi bingung banget

- bingung masih blum tau mau stay berapa lama dan mau kemana aja selama di aussi

- bingung mau akomodasi dimana, setiap hari reserach peta aussi terus bikin gue pusing

- bigung mengenai booking online..gue KAGA ngerti banget

- bingung sama latian ORAL..senior yg ngebet banget buat dikirimin jadwal, padahal mereka yg blum kasih jadwal fixed ke kita

-bingung sama orang yg marah2 ga jelas dan expect lebih ke kita padahal dia bilang dia ga butuh kita

- bingung mengenai masalah beskem baru dan beskem lama

=*(

GOOD LUCK!!

menyebalkan

2009-05-21T16:41:00.003+07:00

Kenapa sih banyak orang yang suka maksa orang lain buat CURHAT sama dia

Kenapa banyak yang suka Sok tau Nebak-nebak Nasib kita kedepanya

Kenapa mereka bener-bener mau tahu sama hidup orang lain

Kenapa mereka ga diem aja dan ngebiarin orang itu yang mulai bicara dan menceritakan dirinya sendiri

Kenapa mereka ga Percaya aja sama kita kalo mereka tahu kita kayak gimana

Kenapa mereka ga Yakin sama dirinya sendiri buat tetep Percaya kalo kita emang orang baik

MENYEBALKAN!

o mai gosh

2009-05-17T23:46:00.001+07:00

moga aja bner...

gue trus-trusan mikirin hal itu

huff..

Dinner with Flora Tjhong and Rebecca Raphaela

2009-05-03T22:01:00.022+07:00

Dearest: Flora Tjhong and Rebecca Raphaela

Thanks sayang buat dinner nyaa..

seneng banget makan dengan baju kembar..=*D

flora bsok udah balik lagi yah..=*(

GOOD LUCK yah sayangg..

ps: cinta banget sharing sama kalian...LOVE that part ~ ♥

i ♥ Steffi Juliana Chandra

2009-05-02T17:59:00.006+07:00

Steffii, kaki gue pegel banget jalan sama loo

haha

=*))

ONE full day with Steffi Juliana Chandra

2009-05-01T18:11:00.009+07:00

Cheers..=*)

=*D

2009-04-30T14:00:00.004+07:00

semuanya...

pulang lah ke INDONESIA...

ayo, kita reuni

♥ i miss you people

=*)

finally

2009-04-28T22:51:00.005+07:00

Lunch with the seniors

Dinner with the seniors

everytime with em

Akhirnya..memo kumpul juga..huff

thanks buat semuanya yg secara langsung dan tak langsung membantuu..hehehehe

=*)

finally

2009-04-28T03:31:00.001+07:00

Hari ini akhirnya submit memo

haha

senangya..ga tau deh nasib memo gue gmana

yg terjadi, terjadilah

=*)

3hari lagi

2009-04-24T20:27:00.000+07:00

TIGA hari lagii

huss

huff

hug

HAAHAA

=*D

miss miss miss

love love love

=*)

kangen

2009-04-18T23:32:00.002+07:00

gue kangen..

-main PS bareng cici n ade gue

-belanja bareng temen2 gue tercintaa

-gosip n ketawa bareng cewek2 gue..haha

-tidur!

-masakan nyokab,bokab n popo-ku..

-upload foto baru di facebook

-chatting sama beberapa orang..=*)

-hidup SEUTUHNYA!

HAHAHA

Cepet banget

2009-04-17T02:21:00.002+07:00

17,18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28

12 hari lagi..

oke...-.-

kumpul memoranda..

huhua

btw,

20 -Private Law Presentation

21- Islamic Law Task

well..SEMANGAD=.=..Semangad!

tidur

2009-04-15T06:40:00.001+07:00

wah wah wah

seorang gue yg cinta banget sama tidur dan yg selalu menghitung jadwal tidunya..

O Mai Kittie..

gue udah ga tidur brapa hari..

baru kali ini gue ngerasa tidur buang2 waktu

tidakkkk

gue pingin tidur lagi

i LOVE u sweet dream..

HAHHA

GO IMLAM GO!

2009-04-10T22:53:00.003+07:00

foto Selvana yg lagi stres

jadi, orang inilah yg menemani gue di tempat bernama BASE CAMP dengan suasana yg penuh tekanan..

gila, gue cuma berdua sama selvana MENCARI-CARI semua bahan yg kita butuhin

SEMANGAD!!!!!

COPY CAT!

2009-04-01T00:43:00.003+07:00

Dearest : Copy Cat..

i know u LOVE me too much

i know my Cute-pinky-girlish blog give u inspiration

and i know u always wonder to own my Castle..

u stole my world

and my dream,

u broke my faith

and my heart,

NEVER pretend to be ME!!!!!!!!

it's too hard to be me, BABE..

muach!

i'm damn OLD!

2009-04-01T00:24:00.002+07:00

Mungkin hari ini APRIL MOP

tapi yg malah gue pikirin bukan ngisengin orang ato sth like that

gue malah mikir, gue tuh udah TUA!

oke, i'm 19 years 3 months 95 days old!

and i do NOTHING!

man, i'm old

i'll be 2o next years

and ppl said that 20-years-old-girl-to-be-a-woman were having a crisis time in her life..

O, GOD...

Poto-poto

2009-03-30T17:01:00.005+07:00

lucu ya?

wkwk

wish List

2009-03-30T16:31:00.002+07:00

ok, it's NOT new month or whatever it is..gue cuma mau nulis beberapa keinginan gue aj..

1. got "A" for all my subjects and IPK at least 3.5.. mengingat islamic law gue udah parah banget, mungkin gue cuma bisa berharap dapet "A-" laar

2. know Me and Myself moree...know my friends moreee

fiuuh, i met a lot of different ppl with a lot of POV here in my university

3. Make friends with the good one and avoid the fake one

4. More discipline in IMLAM, our purpose is to WIN!

5. Stabilize my heart, get ready to move and keep my memory in the deepest part of my heart..

6. JUST DO IT!

i (L) EARTH

2009-03-28T21:15:00.002+07:00

i'm in LOVE with my earth!

Earth Hour 2009

Earth Hour 2009 diadakan pukul 8:30-9:30 tanggal 28 Maret 2009. Saat ini, 80 negara dan 750 kota 'bergabung dengan Earth Hour 2009', sebuah peningkatan drastis dari orang-orang yang berpartisipasi di 35 negara untuk Earth Hour 2008. 1 milyar 'suara' adalah tujuan utama untuk Earth Hour 2009, dalam konteks menjelang Konferensi Perubahan Iklim Perserikatan Bangsa-Bangsa 2009.

Tunggu apa lagi..

SWITCH OFF U"R LIGHT HONEY!!!

Kesadaran PART 1

2009-03-18T09:37:00.002+07:00

AWALNYA:

- orang yg keliatanya sok ngatur, terlalu tinggi standardnya dan terlalu serius ngebuat gue pusing karena gue berpikir masih banyak hal yang harus gue lakuin dibanding hal itu

-orang yang keliatanya sok tahu ngebuat gue ngrasa "apaan sih ni orang, hidup juga hidup gue, sok ngatur bngt sih"

-orang yang keliatan baik dan banyak mengeluarkan kata-kata manis ngebuat gue bener-bener ngerasa nyaman kalo ada di deket mereka

-orang yg selalu ada saat mau have fun aja sama kita selalu aja ngenakin hati gue..

AKHIRNYA:

-gue sadar kalo orang itu yg dulu gue pikir terlalu serius, ternyata manis dan manusia banget koq..gue ga nyanka aja, kata2 beberapa orang yg ngebuat gue ngerasa tuh orang koq gitu banget ya..ternyata ga terlalu bner koq..gue nemuin sisi maniss dari tuh orang yg ngebuat gue kagum sama dia

-orang kaya gini yang gue pikir terlalu kepo dan banyak mulut dan juga sok pintar, ternyata punya niat yg baik banget buat kemajuan kita...kecuali, satu hal yg gue yakin nih orang emang suka bertindak heroik ah..terlalu berlebihan dikit lah..

-orang yg ketiga ini, sekarang kaya ninggalin gue dan gue gatau yah, janji2 mereka udah kaya ga ditepatin semua. awalnya gue bener-bener ngerasa tertekan dan kesel..sampe sekarang juga si, tapi orang2 kaya gini malah terlalu banyak ngobral janji yang gue sih belum ngerasain kebeneranya..huaaa

-orang kya gini ga heran lah selalu ngenakin hati gue, nyatanya niat mereka emang cuma buat have fun..gak bisa terlalu disalahin juga, karena jangan2 gue juga cuma anggep merka have fun doank yeey

yah, gue ga tau deh sama apa yg kira-kira bakal terjadi..

tapi, pelajaran berharga banget saat gue tau orang yang keliatanya baik , yah belum tentu bener2 baik untuk kepentingan kita..

yang keliatanya ga baik, juga belum tentu ga baik buat kita..

huaaa, capeek!

huhu

2009-03-17T23:52:00.000+07:00

NASIB IMLAM GUE.....

=*(

stress

2009-03-17T22:36:00.001+07:00

gila yah

masalah gue seminggu terakhir cuma masalah temen gue itu

gue gatau knapa tuh anak jadi marah2 ga jelas

padahal kerja aja ga pernah bner

tukang bohong pula lagi!

huh

esmosiii

Sour Sally

2009-03-16T23:10:00.005+07:00

Gara-gara gue ga mau udah capek2 naek bis ke Jakarta dan ternyata ga ada hasil ( Chuck lagi sakit )

gue sama Selvana nekat ke Fx..

bodo lah, gue pingin banget makan sour sally

paling ga, Sour Sally yang asam lebih nikmat daripada hari gue yang menyebalkan..huhu

Sour Day..=*(

2009-03-16T22:59:00.003+07:00

Gue ga tau, hari ini tuh mengenaskan banget deh..

Pagi: Telat ikut kelas Gunjay karena ngerjain tugas dia semaleman yg taunya salah dan gak dikumpul hari itu!

Siang: Pusing Mikirin nasib IMLAM..belon lagi draft respondent yg dipegang Selvana ilang katanya..trus ada sedikit masalah yg males banget gue ceritain disini..

Sore: Naek bis ke Jakarta!!! niatnya mau ketemu Chuck. ternyata, Chuck sakit dan waktu gue kebuang sia-sia

Malem: Nyokab gue dateng ke kosan, ngeliat Base Camp di Taman Ayu dan keliatanya dia kesel sama keadaan Base Camp yg luar biasa berantakan..

hari ini sempurna banget bikin gue kesel sama esmosi

PUSINGGGG..

dan setelah gue pikirin, masalah gue hampir berhubungan semua sama MOOTING!!!

well...

UTS

2009-03-15T20:29:00.001+07:00

duhh

penasaran banget sama nilai UTS..

baru keluar 3

cepeeet..

apalagi gue penasaran banget sama nilai islamic law gue

huhu

ketauan nyontek soale

moga aja tuh dosen maapin gue..

=*))

My Curly Hair..

2009-03-15T20:02:00.003+07:00

Huaa, rambut gue jadi keriting sekarang

awalnya, gue kesel banget soalnya rambut gue keliatan kek stylish nya..

setelah kesel selama berjam-jam

dan nyokab gue udah mulai keki dengan omelan gue

gue jadi sadar, my curly hair is not that bad koq..=*)

yasudalahh..enjoy!

Have Fun!

2009-03-15T19:59:00.005+07:00

Ngabisin waktu bareng ma cendy,belle,selva,erna,chee,feras

kek udah lama banget ga menikmati waktu ..huahua

JS's Wedding

2009-03-07T20:58:00.012+07:00

Foto di depan lift hotel

hehe,=*)

Bro n Sis

Mommy

Papahh..

Norakkk..=*p

The wedding...=*)

semoga langgeng yaah Ko Jemii, ci Susan..=*)

akhirnyaaa

2009-03-07T20:57:00.000+07:00

UTS kelar!!!!

YAEH!!!

sekarang tinggal sibuk cari case law..

=*)

FIGHT!!

STUDY!

2009-03-01T10:51:00.000+07:00

STUDY!!!!

belajar...belajar...belajar!!!!

UTS

cari case law juga!

FIGHT!

Smester 1

2009-02-21T23:41:00.002+07:00

IP smester 1 gue cuma 3.48

i wanna get higher

wish me LUCK!!

FIGHT..FIGHT!!

TIME

2009-02-21T22:04:00.001+07:00

i should control my time management..

ORGANIZE and DISCIPLINE..

My ambition

2009-01-29T14:45:00.000+07:00

Kemaren, Mentor gue nanya gini sama gue:
" Catherine, elu kalo lulus S1 trus lanjut S2 trus kerja, kerja--> dapet uang, trus lo kaya, kenikmatan hidup lo dimana?"

well, gue ga tau
bener2 gak tau

dya juga tanya
" lu tau ga impian jangka panjang dan jangka pendek lo apa?"

nah, kalo pertanyaan kedua ini
gue masih bisa jawab
" impian jangka pendek gue dapet IPK bagus dan impian jangka panjang gue menang IMLAM"

gue sejujurnya emang gak tau
apa yg gue jalanin ini bener2 gue suka dan gue nikmatin ato gak

gue pingin dapet IPK bagus karna gue ngrasa itu keharusan, dan gue ngerasa pingin menang IMLAM karena gue ngerasa CV IMLAM bakal guna buat kerjaan gue

tapi gue gatau, itu yg gue mau atau bisa ga ya gue nikamatin dengan perasaan bahagia?

I Need MORE than 24 HOURS/day

2009-01-26T21:27:00.004+07:00

Dulu, gue ngerasa kalo 24 jam itu banyak bangetttt..

i thought that i wasted a lot of hours that time..

but now, i wished that a day should be more than 24 hours..haha

oke, 30 hours is ideal for me..

12 hours to do IMLAM things

6 hours to study and make my summary paper..huuhuhu..( a lot of summary to make this term ) --> Private Law and Constitutional Law ( what's next?! )

3 hours to socialize,spare time!

8 hours to sleep..

1 hours for not-so-important- activities

o yah, it's exclude the time for campuses activity!

40 hours will be perfect..huahua

=*)

Happy Chinese New Year!

2009-01-26T20:58:00.004+07:00

Ini cuma satu angpao yg gue foto, soalnya agak metalik gitu..wkwk

mencerminkan Tahun kerbau..=*)

Meninggalkan rumah popo..dan bersiap mencari angpao2 ke rumah2 berikutnya..haha

i'm Proud and really Happy to become Chinese..HAHA

So,Happy Chinese New Year for all the Chinese ppl in the world.. =*)